tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6752643788415755849.post2956274940312103555..comments2023-09-12T02:15:50.154-07:00Comments on Chocolate Alchemy: windy leafy thoughtsSaharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10037349785716125741noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6752643788415755849.post-38062593260863776912008-10-05T22:11:00.000-07:002008-10-05T22:11:00.000-07:00A mother to myself... I am going to look up that ...A mother to myself... I am going to look up that book. Interesting.Saharahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10037349785716125741noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6752643788415755849.post-42964653096712478322008-10-05T19:04:00.000-07:002008-10-05T19:04:00.000-07:00Wow. Good for you. Honest.I like Julie comments,...Wow. Good for you. Honest.<BR/><BR/>I like Julie comments, too.<BR/><BR/>You know what was the only thing that even <EM>started</EM> to pull me out of this exact thought pattern- this crazy circle of spinny-reapeaty thoughts? Settling down. Just like you say- things weren't "settling down." It's the whole problem! And I don't mean getting married and having kids. I mean- settling down. Finally letting myself grow up. Becoming the mother I needed. A mother to myself.<BR/><BR/>My favorite books on this so far: "How I Learned to Cook," and "Bad Childhood, Good Life." I think we already talked about the Dr. Laura one, huh. Anyway. I like reading about what I'm thinking about. It helps pull me out of my spin.Summerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13071001502153335944noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6752643788415755849.post-42702559576396773642008-10-03T09:56:00.000-07:002008-10-03T09:56:00.000-07:00yay! yay! yay! Julie is back! :) thanks for the ...yay! yay! yay! Julie is back! :) thanks for the ramble. I always love your comments.Saharahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10037349785716125741noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6752643788415755849.post-6010248763362419432008-10-02T22:11:00.000-07:002008-10-02T22:11:00.000-07:00Phew that was a lot of emotion to read. Thanks fo...Phew that was a lot of emotion to read. Thanks for sharing!! Yes you can be ok if someone doesn't like you, or is mad at you, or doesn't love you. Is it easy?!? Hell no!!<BR/><BR/>I have always been impressed with how genuine and sincere you are, so really I know that you will never be alone working at Walmart. Although I hear it can be a pretty good gig.<BR/><BR/>I know from my life wanting to feel loved and not being able to feel it is a lonely road. So I tried to find it by feeling loved, accepted, or wanted by others. Yet I still fell short.<BR/><BR/>My friend I know it sounds cliche but I am now realizing that I am the only one next to God who can really love me and accept me. People can and will always misjudge who I am and my intentions. <BR/><BR/>Wow sorry for rambling on... I hope you are feeling better!!Juliehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15739895131898773920noreply@blogger.com